Sunday, July 22, 2012
Confidence
Surely, we sometimes feel that we are losing hope, faith and confidence. My devotion for today seems to be perfect for the current state of my mind and heart. The verse spoke to me in a way that I shouldn't lose confidence in myself, instead I have to face every challenges. That I should be proud of what I have and what I am doing and that no one will take that away from me. That I should be thankful to Him for all the accomplishments that I have. In Hebrews 10:35-36, it says there "35 So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. 36 You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised."
These past few days, I am losing my confidence at work. Literally, I am not doing anything after the hectic schedule of training. There was even a time that I am all alone in the office, all of them went overseas for a project. I have no one to talk to and I felt so useless. I don't feel any fulfillment in my work and I feel so lost. I have been praying for days now to refresh my emotion and reveal to me the things that I should do. I was then reminded that life isn't always about fun, it has full of tests that we need to pass and we should be confident enough that each struggle will be victorious. I then asked myself, in those times that I was busy, I was complaining and now that I have a lot of free time, I am still complaining. Yes, I am struggling in my work now but I believe that God will help me to overcome this. I can't memorize and fully understand the entire banking system in just few months, it will be an ongoing learning. Once we have confidence in Him, it will flow back to us and the confidence that we will have will be everlasting. I think what I should do is just do the best that I can and make the most out of my free time. To keep steady and wait for His perfect timing on what I should do and the reward will be upon me. I will continue to trust God that He will give me the desires of my heart beyond my imagination. Learning takes time and do the blessings of God. Thank you Lord for your words, I have regained my confidence and will worry no more. I put my trust and faith only to You.
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